Holidays are the hardest time of the year for many grieving parents. As memories of what has been and thoughts of what could’ve been come flooding back, it’s easy to fall into a depressive and hopeless state. Though the world felt like it stopped turning the second you lost your baby, the holidays have continued to come around. Whether it is your first holiday without them or your fiftieth, it doesn’t get easier. But there are things that you can do to take care of yourself and push forward.